Leader?

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

Last night, DnT bureau organized a talk titled Hijrah vs Hardship. Dipendekkan cerita, I was the Assistant Programme Manager for that program. Panjang ceritanya macam mana boleh jadi APM tu tapi malas nak cerita panjang. Cukuplah sekadar tahu dia macam lebih kurang appoint diri sendiri jadi haha ye memang syok sendiri.

Alkisahnya program ni dirancang last minute, and was about to be cancelled sebab APM ni asyik gesa PM (Programme Manager) suruh cancelkan program sebab takut tak dapat commitment from the committees since dah nak habis semester and everyone was busy with assignment and other things. Tapi nasib baiklah si Musfirah (the PM) ni positif sangat, she believed we can make it works. And yes, the program was successful. Walaupun last minute tapi committees semua memang buat kerja dengan purrfect. Function teroxxx! (gittew) Thanks y'all, ceq terharu for your commitment.

What I can see in myself is that -  I lack of leadership skills. Well yeah, maybe I can lead but I'm quite bad in problem-solving..? When there's a problem, I tend to give up or avoid the problem instead of solving it. Macam program ni, awalnya nak jemput PU tapi bila takde bajet plus dah terlambat sangat nak submit proposal, terus nak cancel program. Lembik betul, baru kena acah sikit dah nak give up padia laaa. #APMtakfunction

But thanks to Musfirah, I somehow learn something from her. Don't give up, there's always a way.